Stuff I had wrote on my phone the other day...
At times I find myself thinking about how different things would be if I was "normal", pretty, thin or stable in any way. Would I have a boyfriend or even my very own little family? Would I have a job or even a career? Would my life be easy? Would I be able to travel?
Then I look at the people I think have that "normal" and easy life, they are glueless at the moment of truth. They get in to situations simular to what I have gone through and end up badly broken or even dead. They lack of the life experience I have.
I have gone through alot of things in my lifetime that some people never will. I dont look like a model but really who does? I have some issues but who doesn't? Life is not supposed to be easy, it is a long road that has hills and meadows as well as mountains and rough grounds.
I am different, I don't look the same, I don't sound the same, I don't talk the same, I don't walk the same and I sertaintly don't see the world same as most people. But I survive, I can handle it.
And If you don't like me... Well thats your problem not mine.
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. If you see me as ugly I suggest you look at the mirror first.
-Frozen
