From time to time I think that I have wasted too much time with ppl that dont deserve my kindness. Frankly they dont even deserve a though in my head, but hey! what can u do with a person who jumps up and down infront of u. Cant really forget them huh?
These particular ppl I have met years ago.
The one that pisses me off the least at the moment is a guy who I see very little but have known for 7 years. He is in a band and for like a year or two I have also been his biggest fan and supported their band with everything I had. Well now since the band has gotten some recognition the guy has desided that I am a fake whore and that I just wanna see them cause I wanna get with him. No that is so not what I want and specially now.
Back 7 years when I was just a kid and he was a cool older guy who used to wanna hang out with me, cause I gave him all the time he wanted and was the only person who supported his singin. This pissed me off alot, but well I happen to know from experience that one day he will come and cry to me that everyone has left him again. I would tell him that "If I do not deserve ur time when u r "famous" u do not deserve my time when u r not. U better try thinking who r ur real fans and friends. Come to me when u get the answer." Until that happens I'll be ok.
The other person I have known for 2 years or so. He has broken my heart several times and he as offended me many many times and Never has he admitted to being wrong or apologized to me. I stuck by him even when he was having a fight with a friend of mine who I have known for years more then him. Back at this party he had he tryid to hit on a friend of mine even tho he knew that I liked him back then.
I propably thought that I could change him or that he would be somewhat usefull to me or somethin.
He is a narcissist that uses ppl to his advantage all the time. He has stolen my Ideas and even some of my friends. He likes to drain all the energy out of u and then leave u hangin. He used to call me when he felt like shit and ask me to listen and maybe come over. After a while I noticed him tryin to turn ppl against me. Call me childish but this is what I think of him.
This is sad cause every each person he knows is talkin shit about him behind his back and still he claims that I am spreading rumors about him and stuff. I am propably the only person that has ever told him what I really think of him straight to his face.
I dont like to talk shit about ppl and I dont like to spread rumors so if someone has told u otherwise they clearly dont know me or have gotten pissed at me for some reason.
Oh btw heres his oppinnion on me.
"Your Idiocy knows no bounds. Some ppl actually think u r a good person under all that. U try to make everyone feel sorry for u. U spreat rumors and lies"
Do u guys think he is right?
These ppl have actually proven once again why I should not trust ppl, but since I like to think that everyone has somethin good in them I still try to. I have learned much from these ppl. Like the point that if someone offends u repeatingly they r not worth ur time or energy.
Its ok to accidentally offend someone but apologize its not that hard to do really. I admit to sometimes making mistakes and doing the wrong thing, but if I have done somethin wrong (and noticed it) I apologize and sort it out.
Sorry for this rant but I am having one of these days.
(I will not publish their names to everyone cause some of u dont know who I am talkin about and that would not be fair or right to these ppl.)
